Balsnce

When you look into my eye's
What do you see
What I'm not
Or what I can be
I've been pushed passed insanity
I've climbed back to the top
People say how can this be
Down so long
I defied gravity
That's a law of nature
He can't break that
To many demons
He can't shake that
Been knocked been down to many times
He can't take that
But I've got heart
You can't fake that
Every obstacle past
Becomes easier then the last
I've been hit
Never knocked out
I came into this life with a purpose
And that won't change until I clock out

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With you I'm trying to find a balance
I'm not used to love
It's challenge
Not to give
But to receive
Trying to become what you need
Because I can't stand watching you leave
But when I look in the mirror
Start sweating hard to breath
I imagine your arms around me
All the pressure is relieved
Before you I didn't believe
With you, with out sex
Love was conceived
It's like my heart was missing
You looked in my eye's
And it was retrieved
I'm in love
No in between
Before you
Potential in myself
I had never seen
I'm sorry I caused all this trouble
Just know baby
I love you

What's Pain

What's pain
Pain's alot of struggle
A little gain
Pain's wanting sun
All you get is clouds and rain
Pain's looking in a frame
Remembering everything she did to drive you insane
Pain's wanting change
But everything stays the same
Pain's wanting a clean slate
But it's hard getting out the stains
Pain's wanting fame
But no one knows your last name
Pain's wanting the weight off your chest
But you don't know if there is a big enough crane
Pain's Low self esteem
He thinks you're beautiful, But you still feel plain
I could on for pages
Pain affects you no matter the creed, color, and age
Just don't let your pain trap you in in a cage

Last Ledge

Let it go
Life goes on
You've been fighting so long
Trying to find something to hold on to
Just hold on a little longer
I'll extend my hand
Together we'll grow stronger
Climb out that valley
Rise above the shadow of death
Our two minds together
Can past any test
Our two chests
Will never let us run out of breath
I'll wipe any tear off your cheek
Let you know your feelings of lonliness
Aren't unique
Now smile
Because the only way I'll let you fall
Is when I sweep you off your feet

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Backs against the wall.
Gonna be a long night now.
But I won't back down
No matter how sexy you look
I your night gown
I asked you a question
Couldn't even get a sound
Why when I'm gone?
He's around
This isn't my sox hat I found
The fucked up part is
Last time I saw dude
HE said waddup
Gave me a pound
You say I'm never around
Even though I work 50 hours a week
I minds on you 168
When ever time I tried to talk
You said you were tired
Guess my words were a little late
Don't start crying
You don't deserve my pitty
No sorrow
Remember this face
Memorize this night
They're all you'll have tomorrow

Political Add

An unholy terror
Consumes my every vision
Some stay extremely right
Others extremely left
I prefer the middle
I don't dance
When they're on the roof
Playing their fiddle
Shaping young minds
Like wood being wideld
Gay rights
Universal health care
Have you spent a moment out there
Add up the uneployments lines
From the across nation
They'd stretch from oakland to dc
And you swear you understand their frustration
Then you spend millions on your campaign
And we keep electing you ignorant bastards
It's a damn shame
Fuck Air Force one
I just call it snakes on a plane

Long answer to a simple question

Daddy never taught me how to treaty a lady
But are you even a women?
Or a girl craving drinks.
Some attention.
For every two for one.
I begin to realize
You could put a man.
In a private recession
So drink up baby
Don't care about
Your dead beat ex's
Just want you on the dance floor
Acting crazy, and reckless
So I can forget about mine
Now it's closing time
You tell me perkins
Is your favorite place to dine
You me tell your favorite book is twilight
Can't believe this the highlight
Of my night
Then your proceed to tell me
How you've lived the high life
Well we have something in common
I grew up on Camels and high life
You say you don't get it
So I ask for the tab
We hop in the car
Should of taken a cab
As I drive the line's I'm dodging weaving
You say pull over
Open the door start heaving
Wipe your mouth
Tell me you've had a wonderful evening
Turn up your favortie song Tik Tok
Ask the arrangement's for sleeping
You say your apartment is tip top
It's just one more block
Now I got this on lock
We get there
As we go up the stairs
You start undressing with out a care
As you lay next to me
I realize I was love sick
I thought you were the remedy
You were straving for attention
I was your recipe
Get up, leave
And try to salvage what's left of me