Eye candy

You're right baby I'm rough around the edge's
My pant's hang a little low
My hat's a little cocked
I smoke, I drink.
But as far as that goes
You're so glamorous
The finest linens line your body
But your best feature
Is that wrinkle in your nose
Your pouting face
When your losing
Is what I think about when I lay my head
So I'll start doing my hair
If you start to understand
If you don't do your hair
I won't notice or care

Napoleon Sydrome

If told you how I felt
Would you except it
Would you walk away
Or understand the way I look at you
Is the way angel's are admired
The way goddess's are worshiped
The way you talk
Is the way ballads are created
Your sentence's are symphony's
You make my complications
Seem like like 1+1
But the equation for us
Is to complicated
Because I enjoy
Our time together
To much

I may be a little rough around the edge's
I'm usually a loud mouth

Safe Radius

Welcome to my world
Death doesn't concern me
Faced it to many time's
So if you are
Don't come near me
Path of self destruction
Everything I care about
Every loving relationship
Ceases to function
So pardon me my love
If I walk away
I will eventually feel the pain of losing you
I can't take that
Not today
Maybe another life
So go on leave
I don't blame you
You are forgiven
While I figure out how turn off the self destruct
I want you to keep living

Destination?????

To say I never gave a fuck
Would be a lie
When you don't see the point
It's hard to try
When all you did was learn to survive
You don't know what to
When you find out your alive
They say you get three strikes
At this rate
I might need five
I keep looking back
Looking forward
I might not like were I arrive
Trying to find a balance
Between heaven and hell
Levitating Hoping I don't fry
Looking at the sky
Fuck it
Time to take off
Say goodbye to meritocracy
It's my turn to fly
And feel alive

Third block

On the third block
Grab the cell phone
Sweaty and hot
Time to get home
Click on contacts
Highlight her name
Hit call
Three rings
Hey it's me leave a message
"Hey it's me, I'm sorry for what I did
I acted like a kid
You wanted a man
What I want you to understand
My arm feels naked
Without your hand
I'm walking through a waste land
I said those things
Out of anger
But your the first woman
I never said I can't wait to bang her
I miss you
Please call back"
A couple days go by
No call
Go out
Going to drink
Till I fall
Think about the fight
Why did I start this
Why was I so heartless
I apologized
But regardless
Now I'm alone at the bar
Two shots from darkness

2 Live's

These pine tree's don't feel like the street lights I'm used to
The mud is softer then asphalt
No sirens make me a little un easy
Breathing fresh air
Makes me cough
No loud music
Just the crickets singing
Hearing my own thoughts
Is something strange
I'm used to beers
Talking shit with the boy's
Catching the latest game
Not big skies with stars

This concrete is to hard for you
More then one traffic light
Is one to many stops
You like music with a twang
These hard hitting beats
Are a little much
You wonder why people wear flat brims on there hat
You wonder if they've heard of a belt
And what does do work mean
These girls are little slutty for your taste
You're used to Porch swings looking over fields
The rooster waking you up
Not city lights blocking the stars


So let's meet half way
Between the city and the sticks

Lease on life

Sleeping awake
Not too much I can't take
Bend never break
Death never a fear
Life scares me more
In death pain no longer exists
Anguish, nightmares no longer Breathe
The cowards way
Easier to leave
One to many tears on that sleave
Go sleep on it
Tomorrows a new day
New reason to believe

Levitation

No stars

No clouds

So I can't blame them

With no obstacles

I remain stuck

With nothing holding on

I should fall

But I hover

Half way between

Heaven and hell

Sometimes I fall hard

But stop before the fires

Lift myself up

But to the the same place

Never higher

is this kevin

Mike, a voice saidIs it Kevin, no it can't be he's dead
Kevin is that you"Yeah it's Kevin"
My heart skips a beat
I’ve never heard a voice so sweet
My eyes get teary
It’s hard to see clearly
I ask a question
Did you make it to heaven?"
I'm where the angels are,and if you need me I’m not far"
It’s so comforting to hear him
He was as close as kin
Most of all my best friend
Why'd you have to go, the pain it will never slow"
God had to make us strong again.
Don't cry I know it's hard to understand
"I know what happened, but I don't know the reason.
Please give me something I can believe in.
"That’s something that will be answered when you walk through that door.
I just came to say I’m in pain any more.
"I love you"
I love you too;
I'll see you at the gates when your life is through"
I wake up crying my heart pounding.His words are still resounding.I wipe the sweat from my face.For all his pain had been erased.
I hit my knees.
For god had finally given me peace.

The second

Hit the second block
My face gets hot
Getting hard to walk
And as it gets hotter
I think to myself
How the fuck did those things come out of my mouth
Did I really say that to some mans daughter
I was pissed
Always driving
The drinks I bought her
No sex at first
From a 23 yearold man
Hell of an offer
Hell of gesture
But just waking up next to her
Was enough pleasure
Maybe I should call and tell her

The first block

Wake up, my feet hit the pavement
The cigarette hit the lips
Gets wet....
Start walkin
You want too
I'm not in the mood for talkin
Yeah I said things I shouldn't
But you made promises
You said you keep
But when I found you wouldn't
Being with you I couldn't
No I won't back down
I won't apologize
A bitch like you
Can't take it
You usually swallow guy's
Just face it
My pride
You'll never taste it

The grove

Some start there day with give us my daily bread
Most start their day with please let me duck the daily lead
We bitch about the house being a wreck
Most are just happy for a bed
Next time you order something
And complain
Ten other people
Scraped through dirt for scraps
After watching their entire family being slain
The fact that you bitch about a car
That shit makes me furious
I wanna to see you survive in a third world
I'm fucking curious
You with out ac, xbox, wireless, 3g
Are you fucking serious
You wouldn't last two hours
Fucking coward

A ghost

Your beauty is a dream

I just woke up

Finding horror

In this love scene

Baby I've got demons

You may not see them

But they're as real as day and night

I have to make this right

There was this girl last night

Her beauty

Could give a wingless bird flight

A blind man sight

A dead man breath

A straight man go left

Nothin happened

Just some drinkin, converation, and laughin

But I left thinkin what could of been

But then you cross mind

Remembering all the times

Seeing that smile when I walked in

Give me a kiss on the cheek

We go down stairs

I fall asleep

Thinkin about calling her

On a late night creep

Dreaming of finger nails in my back

Biting my shoulder when you climax

Lay down my head hits the pillow case

Look up

It's you

But it's not your face

One

One kid
On one curb
Cause his mom's drinking
Hit that one nerve
One tear
Wiped off with one sleve
He had one need
The world too give him one reson to believe
So now he has one knife
Too one wrist
Could only think of one way
To say he's sick of it

One girl
One moment off lust
One long line at the conveinence store
One man that doesn't answer his phone anymore
More then one person calling her a whore
One test
One more stress
One more reason too not wear that black dress
Now she's getting one crib
One rattle
One bib
But for one women
It's hard raising one kid

I'm just one kid
Trying too become one man
Trying too unite one family
Under one plan
One little brother
One more reason
Too make one last stand
One reason too fight
One friend gives me sight
One gives me light
One gives me a hug
One pen
One moment
One thought
One love

Just Another Day