Third block

On the third block
Grab the cell phone
Sweaty and hot
Time to get home
Click on contacts
Highlight her name
Hit call
Three rings
Hey it's me leave a message
"Hey it's me, I'm sorry for what I did
I acted like a kid
You wanted a man
What I want you to understand
My arm feels naked
Without your hand
I'm walking through a waste land
I said those things
Out of anger
But your the first woman
I never said I can't wait to bang her
I miss you
Please call back"
A couple days go by
No call
Go out
Going to drink
Till I fall
Think about the fight
Why did I start this
Why was I so heartless
I apologized
But regardless
Now I'm alone at the bar
Two shots from darkness

2 Live's

These pine tree's don't feel like the street lights I'm used to
The mud is softer then asphalt
No sirens make me a little un easy
Breathing fresh air
Makes me cough
No loud music
Just the crickets singing
Hearing my own thoughts
Is something strange
I'm used to beers
Talking shit with the boy's
Catching the latest game
Not big skies with stars

This concrete is to hard for you
More then one traffic light
Is one to many stops
You like music with a twang
These hard hitting beats
Are a little much
You wonder why people wear flat brims on there hat
You wonder if they've heard of a belt
And what does do work mean
These girls are little slutty for your taste
You're used to Porch swings looking over fields
The rooster waking you up
Not city lights blocking the stars


So let's meet half way
Between the city and the sticks

Lease on life

Sleeping awake
Not too much I can't take
Bend never break
Death never a fear
Life scares me more
In death pain no longer exists
Anguish, nightmares no longer Breathe
The cowards way
Easier to leave
One to many tears on that sleave
Go sleep on it
Tomorrows a new day
New reason to believe

Levitation

No stars

No clouds

So I can't blame them

With no obstacles

I remain stuck

With nothing holding on

I should fall

But I hover

Half way between

Heaven and hell

Sometimes I fall hard

But stop before the fires

Lift myself up

But to the the same place

Never higher

is this kevin

Mike, a voice saidIs it Kevin, no it can't be he's dead
Kevin is that you"Yeah it's Kevin"
My heart skips a beat
I’ve never heard a voice so sweet
My eyes get teary
It’s hard to see clearly
I ask a question
Did you make it to heaven?"
I'm where the angels are,and if you need me I’m not far"
It’s so comforting to hear him
He was as close as kin
Most of all my best friend
Why'd you have to go, the pain it will never slow"
God had to make us strong again.
Don't cry I know it's hard to understand
"I know what happened, but I don't know the reason.
Please give me something I can believe in.
"That’s something that will be answered when you walk through that door.
I just came to say I’m in pain any more.
"I love you"
I love you too;
I'll see you at the gates when your life is through"
I wake up crying my heart pounding.His words are still resounding.I wipe the sweat from my face.For all his pain had been erased.
I hit my knees.
For god had finally given me peace.

The second

Hit the second block
My face gets hot
Getting hard to walk
And as it gets hotter
I think to myself
How the fuck did those things come out of my mouth
Did I really say that to some mans daughter
I was pissed
Always driving
The drinks I bought her
No sex at first
From a 23 yearold man
Hell of an offer
Hell of gesture
But just waking up next to her
Was enough pleasure
Maybe I should call and tell her

The first block

Wake up, my feet hit the pavement
The cigarette hit the lips
Gets wet....
Start walkin
You want too
I'm not in the mood for talkin
Yeah I said things I shouldn't
But you made promises
You said you keep
But when I found you wouldn't
Being with you I couldn't
No I won't back down
I won't apologize
A bitch like you
Can't take it
You usually swallow guy's
Just face it
My pride
You'll never taste it

The grove

Some start there day with give us my daily bread
Most start their day with please let me duck the daily lead
We bitch about the house being a wreck
Most are just happy for a bed
Next time you order something
And complain
Ten other people
Scraped through dirt for scraps
After watching their entire family being slain
The fact that you bitch about a car
That shit makes me furious
I wanna to see you survive in a third world
I'm fucking curious
You with out ac, xbox, wireless, 3g
Are you fucking serious
You wouldn't last two hours
Fucking coward