What's Pain

What's pain
Pain's alot of struggle
A little gain
Pain's wanting sun
All you get is clouds and rain
Pain's looking in a frame
Remembering everything she did to drive you insane
Pain's wanting change
But everything stays the same
Pain's wanting a clean slate
But it's hard getting out the stains
Pain's wanting fame
But no one knows your last name
Pain's wanting the weight off your chest
But you don't know if there is a big enough crane
Pain's Low self esteem
He thinks you're beautiful, But you still feel plain
I could on for pages
Pain affects you no matter the creed, color, and age
Just don't let your pain trap you in in a cage

Last Ledge

Let it go
Life goes on
You've been fighting so long
Trying to find something to hold on to
Just hold on a little longer
I'll extend my hand
Together we'll grow stronger
Climb out that valley
Rise above the shadow of death
Our two minds together
Can past any test
Our two chests
Will never let us run out of breath
I'll wipe any tear off your cheek
Let you know your feelings of lonliness
Aren't unique
Now smile
Because the only way I'll let you fall
Is when I sweep you off your feet

..........

Backs against the wall.
Gonna be a long night now.
But I won't back down
No matter how sexy you look
I your night gown
I asked you a question
Couldn't even get a sound
Why when I'm gone?
He's around
This isn't my sox hat I found
The fucked up part is
Last time I saw dude
HE said waddup
Gave me a pound
You say I'm never around
Even though I work 50 hours a week
I minds on you 168
When ever time I tried to talk
You said you were tired
Guess my words were a little late
Don't start crying
You don't deserve my pitty
No sorrow
Remember this face
Memorize this night
They're all you'll have tomorrow

Political Add

An unholy terror
Consumes my every vision
Some stay extremely right
Others extremely left
I prefer the middle
I don't dance
When they're on the roof
Playing their fiddle
Shaping young minds
Like wood being wideld
Gay rights
Universal health care
Have you spent a moment out there
Add up the uneployments lines
From the across nation
They'd stretch from oakland to dc
And you swear you understand their frustration
Then you spend millions on your campaign
And we keep electing you ignorant bastards
It's a damn shame
Fuck Air Force one
I just call it snakes on a plane

Long answer to a simple question

Daddy never taught me how to treaty a lady
But are you even a women?
Or a girl craving drinks.
Some attention.
For every two for one.
I begin to realize
You could put a man.
In a private recession
So drink up baby
Don't care about
Your dead beat ex's
Just want you on the dance floor
Acting crazy, and reckless
So I can forget about mine
Now it's closing time
You tell me perkins
Is your favorite place to dine
You me tell your favorite book is twilight
Can't believe this the highlight
Of my night
Then your proceed to tell me
How you've lived the high life
Well we have something in common
I grew up on Camels and high life
You say you don't get it
So I ask for the tab
We hop in the car
Should of taken a cab
As I drive the line's I'm dodging weaving
You say pull over
Open the door start heaving
Wipe your mouth
Tell me you've had a wonderful evening
Turn up your favortie song Tik Tok
Ask the arrangement's for sleeping
You say your apartment is tip top
It's just one more block
Now I got this on lock
We get there
As we go up the stairs
You start undressing with out a care
As you lay next to me
I realize I was love sick
I thought you were the remedy
You were straving for attention
I was your recipe
Get up, leave
And try to salvage what's left of me

Preaching

I start every day


With father forgive me for I have sinned


The next sentence is where is do I begin


I tear up uasually grab a pen


The paper is my confrimation


The punching bag


For all my frustration


Every sentence


Takes me to


A different location


When I'm sick of the complications


I hit the pad


It's like a little vacation


The pledge lied


We're not one nation


Some people get to the front


While other's remain waitin


Thou shalt not hold false idols


Half my friends would sell there soul


For an affliction shirt


And a car title

What happened to thing's that are vital

Love, Friends, and Family

Can it be

That this generation has been driven

To insanity

More concerned with vanity

Then life's sanctity

Or am I just mad because I'm broke?

10

1 more of 500 bail's I've made at the club
2 more wires I would have been done
3 more minutes I would been on my way
4 uncomfortable steps back
5 seconds of wondering where I am
1 deep pain in my chest
2 times I struggle for breath
3 times I almost crash to the floor
4 times this had happened before
5 was 1 to many
10 reasons I can't keep living like this

Ms. Right Or Ms. Right Now

Excuse me Ms.
You look familiar
I think we may have met the other night
I was a little tipsy
I remember you were quite a sight
When you came and asked for a cigarette.
You lit it, Said hi my names Amanda
Whats your name I didn't get it yet??
Well my names one lucky man.
I see no ring

As the conversation continues
I think to myself
What brings an angel like you to this venue
Came for some beer
Now I'm enjoying laughs
With every smile
Now I'm thinking of how to aproach this
I want you to stay awhile
Have to remain focused
But these walls
I use them to block all emotion
These drinks help forget that a women like you has
Never graced me with her presence
Now the night comes to a close
Hug, kiss on the cheek
In my mind that moment we met
remains frozen
I know i could feel that way for you
But I think you might actually
Love me
A week later you stay on my mind
Your seeing someone else you say
But when I think about that night
All I can say is wow
I guessI have to let Ms. Right
Turn into Ms. Right now

One step at a TIME

Whats a silver spoon
Never even seen a platter
I started life on the bottom rung
Kept climbing the latter
Won't stop at the rafters
Fuck the moon
I want what evers after
I used to fall at the sound of laughter
Now I rise to any occasion
To sweet rapture
In that moment
I capture
Happly ever after

solving

What is it?
The one I never had?
Is it enough gold to drive me mad??
Enough Happiness so I'm not sad??
What is it?
This Thing I'll Always Want??
All The Jewerly And Cars To Flaunt??
Or something So my soul this ghost will no longer haunt?
What is it?
This Thing I need??
All the answers so i can live my life with ease??
Or somewhere to get this off my chest so i can finally Breath??
What is it?
This thing for wich i'll always yurn?
A place to rest my head until the skies turn??
A place to meditate so my head doesn't Burn??
What is this?
You
I got all this the second we kissed